St. John VI, 1-15:
" After these things Jesus went over the sea of Galilee, which is
the sea of Tiberias. And a great multitude followed him, because
they saw his miracles which he did on them that were diseased. And
Jesus went up into a mountain, and there he sat with his
disciples. And the passover, a feast of the Jews, was nigh. When
Jesus then lifted up his eyes, and saw a great company come unto
him, he saith unto Philip, Whence shall we buy bread, that these
may eat? And this he said to prove him: for he himself knew what
he would do. Philip answered him, Two hundred penny-worth of bread
is not sufficient for them, that everyone of them may take a
little. One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter's brother, saith
unto him, There is a lad here, which hath five barley loaves, and
two small fishes: but what are they among so many? And Jesus said,
Make the men sit down. Now there was much grass in the place. So
the men sat down, in number about five thousand. And Jesus took
the loaves; and when he had given thanks, he distributed to the
disciples, and the disciples to them that were set down; and
likewise of the fishes as much as they would. When they were
filled, he said unto his disciples, Gather up the fragments that
remain, that nothing be lost. Therefore they gathered them
together, and filled twelve baskets with the fragments of the five
barley loaves, which remained over and above unto them that had
eaten. Then those men, when they had seen the miracle that Jesus
did, said, This is of a truth that prophet that should come into
the world. When Jesus therefore perceived that they would come and
take him by force, to make him a king, he departed again into a
mountain himself alone."
(February 17, 1872)
Here you
have one of those deeds which created a great sensation among the
Jews, even to such an extent that those who witnessed it wanted to
proclaim Me king, thus forcing Me to evade their intentions by
withdrawing alone to the solitude of a mountain.
For Me,
the Lord and Creator, the act as such was not so great and
important, when I caused the five barley loaves and two fishes to
continuously be replaced or complemented out of the substances of
the air in such a way that they easily sufficed for five thousand
people and of the bread there still remained twelve baskets full
of leftovers. For the people encamped around Me it certainly was a
miracle that strikingly proved My divine descent and might.
However, by the Jews it was not regarded spiritually but according
to their material interests, since following this act they wanted
to proclaim Me king. I had to withdraw from them, for first of
all, that was not the purpose of My life on earth and besides, My
time for "being lifted up" had not yet come. That expression,
whenever I used it, was likewise never understood until the
crucifixion explained it and My ascension fulfilled the "being
lifted up" also spiritually.
The act
of distributing the barley loaves and fishes had, however, its
spiritual correspondence which actually is the essential. I told
you already on another occasion that my whole earthly sojourn,
especially My years of teaching and My words and deeds during that
time, will be repeated at My Second Coming, although spiritually.
Therefore, also this act is one of those now taking place in their
spiritual correspondence. What once applied to the five thousand
people, now applies to mankind in general. Then My sphere of
action was the Jewish people, My contemporary and more receptive
part of mankind, also its land as the world chosen for My
activity. Now that My teaching has spread over the whole earth,
although followed only by few whilst known to many, -each act from
those days must now be regarded in the greater, spiritual, sense
when repeated as I already mentioned to you earlier.
First of
all we must ask: What is the meaning of the barley loaves and the
fishes? Why were there only five barley loaves and two fishes? You
see, in God's actions everything has a deep spiritual meaning, and
it is not as with you people who often talk much, even act, but
have no idea what you are saying or doing.
In order
to answer the question as to what the barley loaves and the fishes
represented, I must first point out to you from where the one and
from where the other originated.
The
barley loaves come from the earth, made from corn that growing out
of the darkness of the soil strives towards the higher
consecration of the sunlight, thus causing that which it has drawn
from the earth to ripen into fruit through light and warmth. This
fruit then, containing more spiritual elements, becomes suitable
in the form of bread to change these earthly substances into the
spiritually higher ones of the human body.
Hence,
the loaves are the result of processes of both earth and heaven.
The fishes are products of substances in the water, born out to
become living beings. The water itself is a most supple element;
it is condensed air. And as the air is condensed ether and the
ether the birth place of all elements, the air is the producer of
the material substances in the water and the water itself again is
the producer of the solid land and the plants and animals thereon.
Water was and is the great mother out of which your earth globe
developed. And you can see still today when you chemically analyze
the bodies of living beings, including your own, that water is the
carrier, nourisher and preserver of your body.
What
birds are in the air, fishes are in water; they are the birds in
the condensed air. As the barley-corn, struggling from the gross
material to a higher spiritual level, becomes fit to be absorbed
by the human body as an adjustment substance, the fish likewise is
a component of the substances dissolved in the water which, having
formed into a solid material body, can be made suitable for
assimilation with the components of the human body. But first its
more solid parts must be separated from the parts of light through
the warmth of air or fire, that is, the fish must be dried or
cooked before it can be useful in the human organism, just as the
grain of barley, after it has been ground, kneaded into dough and
through warmth freed of its watery parts, can serve humans as
healthy nourishment.
Having
discussed the components of the bread and the fish, we shall now
examine the numbers. Why were there just five loaves and two
fishes?
If you
add up these items, you get the number Seven, a number which is
more or less present in all things, always constituting a factor
with the number Three which is needed in the creation,
preservation and transformation of every thing if this is to
progress to higher levels.
The
number Seven, just as the Three, is one of My basic numbers which
I represent within Myself as God, Creator and Lord. Behold, if you
have a close look at the number Seven you will find that there are
three numbers on one side, three on the other and the fourth
standing in the middle. This means that the divinity number Three
is contained twice in the divine number Seven, arranged in such a
way that the fourth number in the middle, combined with the three
on each side, gives as a result the holy number Seven which
expresses My spiritual Self. *
Whilst in
every created being the number Three is essential as the principle
of its existence, this number is twice present within the Deity
with an addition in the centre around which everything else is
assembled.
Created
beings are capable of attaining the number Three in its highest
perfection, as do the angelic spirits, but the Deity will always
have twice this number and a forever inaccessible centre which
marks It as Lord of all created things.
That you
find the number Seven in so many things in creation has its
explanation in the fact that these things, in which this number
particularly stands out, are closest to the Creator of all that
exists and are pure emanations from Him. Thus you discover, for
instance, the number Seven in the colours and sounds because the
light-rays in their refraction include materially the seven
attributes of the Creator and the seven notes include the seven
great harmonic laws of spiritual life.
If you
now want to see this number Seven of the loaves and fishes
expressed in words, this would read:
Love God
above / all and / (thy) neighbour as thyself! The first four words
signify the barley loaves, which spiritually nourish man and are
meant to mature him for a higher spiritual existence, the first
three words expressing the degree of love for God, whilst the
other three the measure of love for one's fellowman. The word
"all" and the conjunction "and" however signify the centre of
divine love, that is, love for God shall be above all else, but
this can only be effected in conjunction with the three following
words (thy) neighbour as thyself. For you cannot love Me as God
without love for your neighbour; you cannot love Me above all,
unless you love your fellowman as yourself.
Hence,
the three first words may be attained as well as the last three,
but the one in the middle, "all", together with the conjunction
"and" , signify unattainability, although eternal progression is
possible. For what is "all" and where does the love of one's
fellowman end?
The "all"
as well as the greatest love for one's fellowman and the
fatherlove culminate in Me! I alone am completely filled with this
love and represent the "all" in its endlessness. And in My
boundless forbearance and patience you see the love for the
fellowman, the brotherly love and father-love in its supreme state
of perfection united within Me.
As I told
you before that the barley grain, out of the dark earth pushing
towards the light, brings its fruit to maturity, so it is also
with the love of God, which shall lift and guide material man out
of his dark passions towards the higher moral light.
And as I explained to you that the fishes are products of
condensed air, therefore of a lighter element than the solid
earth, thus the love of your fellowman shall express its
similarity with the love of God by drawing you away from the firm
material and open your hearts to more spiritual emotions replacing
your concern for yourselves. For, only in the love of your
fellowman can you show how you love God, and the
never-to-be-attained "all" receives an approximate yardstick in
the words ''as thyself".
Just as
bread is made from crushed corn under the influence of water and
warmth, so the love of God shall arise from the destruction of the
material warmed by My teaching. And as fish is dried or cooked, so
also the love for your fellowman, relinquishing all its
subordinate selfish thoughts in the sun of eternal love, shall
devote itself with great zeal to the welfare of the brother and a
person shall adopt the words "for you, and not for me" as the sole
yardstick for his actions. Already for quite some time the road
has been open on which to follow the only laws I have given men to
obey with these few words.
The
impulse to obey these two laws will keep growing, and the time
will come when, filled with the meaning of these seven words from
heaven, all mankind will proclaim Me king. However, then I shall
not hide, as I once did, to evade the intentions of My children,
but come in full glory and might to all who searched, struggled
and found Me.
Yet they
will not find a king, but a shepherd who will guide His sheep to
the pastures of light, where every material striving has ceased
and in everlasting spiritual progression the forever growing love
of God and the fellowman will bring about a never-ending
succession of delights and beatitudes. This will prove to you that
what I once did with five barley loaves and two fishes I have now
accomplished with seven words of the greatest spiritual
significance, namely, that what was once the material feeding of
My listeners and followers, is now the satisfying of My
spiritualized children. Thus always, even in the smallest word
from My earthly life, another stone is laid for the future great
spiritual edifice, wherein all things will find their final
conclusion, which in the centre between the triads is My Self with
My spiritual and material creation representing the "all", out of
which everything has gone forth and to which it again will and
must return.
Amen.